It's been awhile! Things are going well! It's now been 2 months with out child support. Since I no longer have my second part time job and child support, things are going to be very tight. I'm really going to have to buckle down and live live a hermit.
Caitlyn is such a beautiful child. I love her dearly! But lately she has been ultra sensitive. Normally she has a great sense of humor and she tends to make me laugh. But if I laugh at her these days, she gets very upset and starts to cry! The other night Scott came over and we were going to make banana splits. Caitlyn was in the shower and I thought that I would surprise her, by having the sundae all ready for her. I placed it on the toilet, so she would find it as soon as she stepped out of the shower. Scott and I decided to sit at the top of the stairs, so we could hear her reaction. She let out these giggles and ooos and ahhhhs. So, of course, we laughed out load. She did not like that! She ran into her room and cried. I tried very hard explain to her that we were NOT laughing at her. I hope this is just a phase!
We start soccer this Sat. morning. I say we, 'cause I am coaching her team! I'm very excited to be doing this. I think we will have a great time.
She also started Brownie's last Tues! We have our first camp out (indoors in a cabin) in November. We are both looking forward to that. We both love the outdoors.
As far as my personal life goes! Hmmmmm, still the same. That person is the most amazing person in the world to me. He balances me out! I feel so complete when I am with him. A few nights ago, he questioned why I have a hard time looking him in the eyes when we talk......"It's not that I have a hard time, I'm just afraid that you will see just how much I care about you and that I am falling HARD"!!!